Its been sometime since I opened the editor and staring at the screen. A lot of things are going on in my mind. But I don’t know where to start and how to deal with it. And all those stuff is just pulling me back. I am tired and withered because of it. Or so I feel.
Remember my choice word of the year? CALM. I am so not calm right now. Last week I lost the last bit of calm in me. I don’t want to stay in this place forever. So I am trying to slow down as much as possible. I have decided to take one at a time. No multitasking. No cribbing over deadlines.
I came across a blog post ‘TRAIN YOUR BRAIN TO BECOME MORE POSITIVE‘ which suggests to write down 3 things we are grateful for everyday. I am glad I happened to read this post. I am giving this ‘rewiring my brain’ thing a try.
So here are the 3 things I am grateful for today.
- Kanna’s half-term break started. That means no more waiting for the bus this week. You have no idea how thankful I am for that and how much I miss our Nissan Sentra.
- Break from school lets me sleep more, that is if my dear son permits. He wakes up at 7 everyday and on weekends 6.30 his day starts. Still I can always sneak in a little extra sleep time. 🙂
- I am grateful for me. No matter how wired I feel, I will find a way to get out of it. It might get all mushy at times but I just love my nature of being there for me. I had a pretty agitated discussion about my unhappy and tired situation with my husband. Though he knows the situation, his words only added fuel to the fire. Perhaps you have to actually experience it to become the aid. Or I can just blame it on the gender and pretend to find solace. During the dicussion I did tell my husband that men’s understanding level is indirectly proportional to their age. 😉
There it is.
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