Hello, people! Have you noticed that I was not around for more than two months here? Of course, some of you did notice my impromptu disappearance and was kind enough to ask if everything was okay with me. Always happy to know that my absence is sensed.
Many of you know about my ‘on again off again’ relationship with my headache. And this time, he thought to get serious and give it a good try to get my undivided attention and of course, I had to keep myself away from all external distractions like blogging to give that kind of uninterrupted attention to the only one being that wants me, rather my head, so much. While for me the break from blogging was an effort to keep him away, he thought that it was because of my eternal love for him! Honestly, it was more like a possessive lover not leaving me out of his sight for a second, forcing me to stop writing, blogging and even thinking at times. Yeah, I know! Not thinking and me? Can’t exist that way, dude. I had to break-up again with this annoying stalker of mine.
I missed blogging and got that itch to write many, many times last month. But as soon as I’d start typing down a paragraph, I could sense him looking at me from somewhere and I was adamant not to give him an excuse to get anywhere near to me. So, in that effort to keep him away from my dancing on my head, my blog paid the price. These days I do feel better. I have filled my routine with a lot more work out, yoga and meditation. And my head is slowly learning to master the trick of eluding that pounding ache.
While the plan is never to meet him again, I know that is impossible. We will cross path again, definitely. But I will be equipped to evade him. And never will I let him keep me away from my blog. I shall write one page at a time or one word at a time if need be! And you, my dear readers, be here when I do that.
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