Today was one such day when the conversations in my head didn’t want to appear on the page. Some days writing is difficult. I won’t call it writer’s block.
The clatter inside my head never subsided. I couldn’t stay with a single thought, neither could I let a single thought stay with me. While thoughts and ideas were bouncing in my head, my head was all over the place trying to chase one of these thoughts. In an attempt to track one thought down, my brain ran after a million thoughts at the same time. No wonder nothing made sense to me.
If this rambling doesn’t make sense to you, don’t worry. This is my attempt to capture some of those noises inside my head on this page. Trust me, I am not trying to make sense of it. I want to spill at least a few of the noisemakers on this page. Think of it as unloading part of a piece of heavy luggage.
Sometimes writing means letting it go. Not worrying about the summary, just letting the musings flow. Are you wondering about the relevance of such a non-stop ramble on a public blog like this? I am not sure about the relevance, but I can tell you one thing – Sometimes in life, things get crazy. Sometimes nothing makes sense. Sometimes trying to make sense of all the crazy things will drive you into crazy mode. Despite that, we need those sometimes. Because someday things will unravel and everything will make sense. This craziness might be that piece of the jigsaw puzzle that would lead to eventual sense.
There it is. I don’t know if what I wrote would make any sense at all any day. I feel a little lighter now. And that’s what matters. Right?